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Dear Diary,
I really can’t do this anymore; everything that I was
worried about would happen have come true. Jude and Ryan were involved in
bombing the Dundale Shopping Centre. Even typing this makes me want to break
down and cry. I can’t believe he would do something so stupid, how he could let
Jude help him, let alone take part himself.
When Jude confronted me about what him and Ryan had done, I
was in complete shock, I could feel my limbs and my heart stop beating, my own
husband and son were murderers. Then Ryan tried to justify what he and Jude had
done, that’s when I lost it. I could not believe the man that I married had
turned in to a cold hearted monster.
Every time I looked at him I just felt hatred and I couldn’t
have him having any influence on Callum, so I kicked him out. I didn’t know
what else to do, I was only trying to protect Callum and save Jude, I never
knew Jude would leave with him, if I did I would not have kicked Ryan out. But
it was in the heat of the moment, I was just so angry I let them both walk out.
How could I let my own baby leave to join the Liberation Militia?
Now I don’t know what to do, my only daughters dead, my husband
and my eldest son have left me then to top things off my only child left hates
me for kicking out Ryan and Jude. I really don’t know how much longer I can go
on for, I can feel myself breaking. I just
can’t do, this not without Ryan.
From Meggie
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